I, am the monster

2018-2020

Around 2018, I began experimenting with juxtaposing the vomiting and joint sounds with other parts of my practical research. My coughing and gagging from trying to retrieve my stomach acid shared audio similarities of the ball and socket joints of animals being broken.

 

My goal is to construct a sound like vomiting that links present behaviour that can be used to cope with unbearable emotions to the embodiment of self-violence that exists in shame, through a metaphor such as the visceral sound of the joints breaking.

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Materials: Sound